Umbrellamedley, 35

artist seeking her muse I am a Pisces. Astrology is my only spiritual endeavor, really, and even so I question the authenticity of the fates written in constellations. I don't believe in a God necessarily but I search for meaning in everything I do. I try to bring divinity to the existential tragedy of life. I am a dreamer, a creative spirit, and my existence is solely dedicated to the conception of aesthetically pleasing things. Though I may be the aloof young woman in the corner, getting by with words as sparingly as she can, possibly cultivating a lonely and isolated image of myself, I wouldn't have it any other way. My mouth would prefer to sing and I do any chance I have. My ears are tuned so finely that I hear the hidden lilts in your voice which indicate secrets, and these eyes I wouldn't trade for the world; these eyes never fail to find the beauty in these flaws you'd otherwise hide. I find my greatest inspiration in human sincerity.

Do not implore me further if you are not an abstract thinker in some sense, I will bore you to tears, I promise. Be passionate, love something. But be thick-skinned, because I can be difficult. Indecisive, coldly rational at times yet painfully sensitive, moody with a searing hot temper, but never without an apology afterward. No, I'm not for the faint of heart. I will reward you with unrivaled adoration once you've taken my heart captive, however. I'll take the greatest pleasure kissing your eyelids while you sleep, watching you admirably when your attention is otherwise completely engaged, stroking the hair out of your face when you're sick, and making a muse out of you. I live to love.

I am strictly looking for another woman, I am very jaded regarding men admittedly and would deeply appreciate it if you'd respect this. Age is not a concern, though I ask you be legal. I enjoy an endless list of artistic endeavors and so long as you have creative interests too I'm certain we'll have a lot to talk about.