Whyistheanswer, 34

What Is The Question. Flat out I need someone to speak with about my head. I've been through the suicidal phase and all that, I've hit rock bottom, came back up, hit it again and back once more.

I'm at a point now that there seems so much to deal with and I can't find drive to do it. I'm so apathetic. I've thought and thought until I reached the final conclusion and now its a dead end. and for the first time ever I'm willing to at least concider incoperating someone else's suggestions into myself.

I' not a pity case and will be very selective about who I speak with on this. I want someone who is beyond their ego and will actually put concious thought into my words. I don't want to be a burden so I'd only want this if the other person did too.

But most of all, I think I need someone who has been on, or near the page I'm on now. Because as far as I can see I've reached the end of the book.